Thursday, March 20, 2008 / 10:26 PM
OBBC.i dont have the pictures for the birthday, and i'm not really looking forward. cause, its no point when its just bodies without the souls.
Now as a BM. i cant really afford much time with you guys, shirlene came back to teach huiling, thanks. Now band has been very happening. Annie and Kendra, i really hope you guys could really grow up fast and take up those responsibilities. Dont ever make a come back of history. I'm really sad that i cant be with you guys so often.. i really feel loose out, i cant make days as a junior in OBBC nice for you guys like how was used to be. when the new conductor said OBBC this fourlettered word section, i felt very different. Cause as a senior now, i need to balance both the BAND and also you guys OBBC. My junior years was completed with real nice and fun memories, so i also hope you do. But i always believe that, you guys can be the ones that made you own junior years shine. That would be a great lesson to learn for us, its very fragile to see through people's feelings, disappointments is what i can say. i dont even think they care. But, life moves on. Even if we cant smile, we got to make out that smile out. We continue this tradition, is not because of anyone esle, is because of ourselves, cuz we still care.
I've think through the days, that day was a beautiful day, but all i have to do, is just to open my eyes to see. what i've done is just too much by wearing a pair of specs, greedy that i wanted to see clearer of that beautiful scene that turns out blurly, i'm sorry for breaking down, but i'm wrong just to put on that specs? That day was beatified by you guys, that made me wanna see it clearly, but it only can be beatified when you still have the feelings, but not the 'body' i'm sorry for expecting too much. i shall end here for good. Tearing cant solve problems, it just contains disappointments, sorrows and apatheticness that i wan them to come it all out. i'm sorry.
All, the, Best,
Rafe(: