Thursday, March 20, 2008 / 10:26 PM
OBBC.i dont have the pictures for the birthday, and i'm not really looking forward. cause, its no point when its just bodies without the souls.
Now as a BM. i cant really afford much time with you guys, shirlene came back to teach huiling, thanks. Now band has been very happening. Annie and Kendra, i really hope you guys could really grow up fast and take up those responsibilities. Dont ever make a come back of history. I'm really sad that i cant be with you guys so often.. i really feel loose out, i cant make days as a junior in OBBC nice for you guys like how was used to be. when the new conductor said OBBC this fourlettered word section, i felt very different. Cause as a senior now, i need to balance both the BAND and also you guys OBBC. My junior years was completed with real nice and fun memories, so i also hope you do. But i always believe that, you guys can be the ones that made you own junior years shine. That would be a great lesson to learn for us, its very fragile to see through people's feelings, disappointments is what i can say. i dont even think they care. But, life moves on. Even if we cant smile, we got to make out that smile out. We continue this tradition, is not because of anyone esle, is because of ourselves, cuz we still care.
I've think through the days, that day was a beautiful day, but all i have to do, is just to open my eyes to see. what i've done is just too much by wearing a pair of specs, greedy that i wanted to see clearer of that beautiful scene that turns out blurly, i'm sorry for breaking down, but i'm wrong just to put on that specs? That day was beatified by you guys, that made me wanna see it clearly, but it only can be beatified when you still have the feelings, but not the 'body' i'm sorry for expecting too much. i shall end here for good. Tearing cant solve problems, it just contains disappointments, sorrows and apatheticness that i wan them to come it all out. i'm sorry.
All, the, Best,
Rafe(:
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 / 11:33 PM
ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY, NOT YOURS,
BUT OUR BIRTHDAY!
Thats all the joy, love and trust, like that candle shining in my heart.
Thats the smile thats fill the brim. Its crazy, but its all beneath from our hearts.
Yes obbc, i really feel like saying things out. Why do we really
celebrate this day for OBBC. what do we celebrate? Its to
congratulate your 3 years of upbringing to the section and also
to thanks the alumni from the tears and sufferings that made up
this section up. We're greatful to them all. Thats the reason for me
why i think we really should celebrate tgt talking as a section
playing and highing together like last time. I'm happy that we
got almost full attendance as compared to last year, our
strength this year is heavier. But the enthusiasms and bonding
is not as heavy as the strength. We're all back together, but
if your heart issit with us, thats not the point to celebrate at all.
Its not about, without a knife, without candles, without a good
birthday song sang. Its about the feelings and thoughts toward
the word OBBC. OBBC is just four lettered word, but how do
we really face it is another issue. If OBBC birthday is celebrated
just for the sake for making us happy, i would rather drop it.
Yes, it should make us happy, but the happiness beneath
everything is that previous thing that we wanted for this
celebration, and the reason for it. Memories are left as memories.
But as long as the heart and feelings always stay together,
there's no reason for us to break down. It comes in the
matter of myself, yourself and ourselves. Band creates
the depth of my life while OBBC is the water that fills
it up. People can sense about the conclusion of this party.
Everyone knows about that. In pictures we can smile,
But in the beneath of our hearts, can you actually give a smile?
it really made me miss everything single thing more.
not only i teared for this issue, sensing that things are gettin
out of my way, its also, i really really miss and enjoy those
moments in life of OBBC you guys gave. Though i thought
today would fill up till the brim, instead it broke with the water
we filled from last year all spilling out, leaving with nothing.
Things really cant be taken for granted. But thats all enough.
really.. i'm really glad with such nice memories you guys gave me
when i'm still a baby in OBBC. For now, thats really enough for
me. I'm just shining too much hope which not concluding
the outcome, cause i always always believe that, anytime
OBBC would break down, but comfirm not today. It just
smashed my thoughts, completely.
But i seriously still thanks alumnis. For the wonderfull
memories you all gave me when i was sec 1 -2. i doubt thats
the thing that i can wipe off the tears from my face.
Last year i teared of happiness. This year?
Yes, i'm the boy that runs my emotionals like hell,
But that the RAFE that you all know, untill now. ITS STILL ME
the rafe that you seen me grow. If i were to change because
of that, to control my emotions, it would not be the RAFE that
you knew. And there's always a reason for me emotioning
with tears of whatever feelings, i cant control, yes, but thats another
thing, the reason WHY is also another thing. How do you face them?
my tears dipped and sanked.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 / 11:20 PM
hey my beloved my obbc section:
as u guys know that our section birthday(11mar) is coming soon, ur laoda and i have plan a birthday party+outing.
it will be an enjoyable birthday party in sentosa=)
plan for the day:
-sentosa 4D magix
-dolphin lagoon($19.90 per person)
-underwater world($19.90 per person)
-sentosa luge & skyride
-song of the sea
-cable car
-palawan beach
-flying trapeze
-the merlion
and more...
above are the attraction that we are going...
the entrance fee is free for u guys, and some of the attraction will oso be free, however i do hope that u guys can bring some money for the day, mayb $50?
money problem we will help u along, i just want everyone to join on the day ok=)
mummy
