Tuesday, March 11, 2008 / 11:33 PM
ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY, NOT YOURS,
BUT OUR BIRTHDAY!
Thats all the joy, love and trust, like that candle shining in my heart.
Thats the smile thats fill the brim. Its crazy, but its all beneath from our hearts.
Yes obbc, i really feel like saying things out. Why do we really
celebrate this day for OBBC. what do we celebrate? Its to
congratulate your 3 years of upbringing to the section and also
to thanks the alumni from the tears and sufferings that made up
this section up. We're greatful to them all. Thats the reason for me
why i think we really should celebrate tgt talking as a section
playing and highing together like last time. I'm happy that we
got almost full attendance as compared to last year, our
strength this year is heavier. But the enthusiasms and bonding
is not as heavy as the strength. We're all back together, but
if your heart issit with us, thats not the point to celebrate at all.
Its not about, without a knife, without candles, without a good
birthday song sang. Its about the feelings and thoughts toward
the word OBBC. OBBC is just four lettered word, but how do
we really face it is another issue. If OBBC birthday is celebrated
just for the sake for making us happy, i would rather drop it.
Yes, it should make us happy, but the happiness beneath
everything is that previous thing that we wanted for this
celebration, and the reason for it. Memories are left as memories.
But as long as the heart and feelings always stay together,
there's no reason for us to break down. It comes in the
matter of myself, yourself and ourselves. Band creates
the depth of my life while OBBC is the water that fills
it up. People can sense about the conclusion of this party.
Everyone knows about that. In pictures we can smile,
But in the beneath of our hearts, can you actually give a smile?
it really made me miss everything single thing more.
not only i teared for this issue, sensing that things are gettin
out of my way, its also, i really really miss and enjoy those
moments in life of OBBC you guys gave. Though i thought
today would fill up till the brim, instead it broke with the water
we filled from last year all spilling out, leaving with nothing.
Things really cant be taken for granted. But thats all enough.
really.. i'm really glad with such nice memories you guys gave me
when i'm still a baby in OBBC. For now, thats really enough for
me. I'm just shining too much hope which not concluding
the outcome, cause i always always believe that, anytime
OBBC would break down, but comfirm not today. It just
smashed my thoughts, completely.
But i seriously still thanks alumnis. For the wonderfull
memories you all gave me when i was sec 1 -2. i doubt thats
the thing that i can wipe off the tears from my face.
Last year i teared of happiness. This year?
Yes, i'm the boy that runs my emotionals like hell,
But that the RAFE that you all know, untill now. ITS STILL ME
the rafe that you seen me grow. If i were to change because
of that, to control my emotions, it would not be the RAFE that
you knew. And there's always a reason for me emotioning
with tears of whatever feelings, i cant control, yes, but thats another
thing, the reason WHY is also another thing. How do you face them?
my tears dipped and sanked.
